On her guesting in the May 22 GGV episode, Angelica Panganiban finally broke her silence about her failed 4-year relationship with former boyfriend John Lloyd Cruz. In the interview which started with the two throwing jests at each other, Angelica shed tears when Vice prompted a question about how she felt after her break-up. Angelica honestly admitted that she haven't fully moved on yet but she's getting there. She also divulged that she was so hurt. She had felt too down at times that she even pitied herself. She said she would cry for hours whenever something reminds her of it.
"Minsan kasi eh... sikat. Di ba? Ang daming billboard. Kapag nakita ko, maiiyak na naman ako. Ganun... Ayan na naman tayo. Magmomove-on na naman ako. (Sometimes... He's famous, right? He has a lot of billboards. Seeing it makes me cry again. Like that... There we go again. I have to move on again)," she said.
In that tell-all, Angelica shared her experiences after the break-up which mostly made both she and Vice Ganda end up laughing. Though, despite that little tearful moment, it was amazing how Angelica still held herself together. She remained strong despite the heartache. She laughed brightly. And most of all, she stayed positive. She even said if they weren't able to save the relationship, why not save the friendship? That for me is a very open-minded approach to a failed relationship,
We have idolized Angelica for her great talent as an actress. We adored her beauty. But watching that interview gave us a glimpse of who Angelica Panganiban truly is. Personally, I saw a strong and beautiful girl with a genuine heart, full of love and passion. Angelica bared her soul to the viewers. Something that is so rare in showbiz, which is cramped of artists with two-faced personas to gain the love of the viewers.
How John Lloyd Cruz broke somebody like her was beyond me. However, I do not judge him. I understand he may have reasons to let the love go. Yet somehow, it made me realize that no matter how talented, beautiful or loving you are, if a love's not for you it's not for you. That having those attributes won't spare you from a broken heart. Angelica, like all the other girls, could only wish for love that is pure and real. You can watch the uncut GGV episode here.







